day 1

it's late again, surprise. i am on a journey to find myself. i'm not new to this just have been lazy the past 5 years. i need to change my spiritual, sleeping, working, eating, exercising, grooming, and activity habits. i hope that by creating this blog i will be able to stick to a schedule and encourage myself to follow through. maybe now i can hold myself accountable instead of blowing off the gym to lay in the bed until two in the afternoon just to wake up and eat ice cream :/. i have a very pitiful goal of three hours of at home work a day, i was doing ok off and on but it really should not be an issue, it's three hours. seriously. i have gained about 40 pounds and i do not shave my legs as frequently as i should. or even get out of my pj's for that matter. it is time to take back my life. with each day i hope to be able to jot down how much work i accomplished, how long i worked out, how early i woke up, how much candy i did not eat, what one thing i did to make myself feel beautiful, how much time i devoted to prayer and study, and one fun activity that i spent with my family being happy instead of grumpy. it is 2:05 a.m. cst 1/26/2012. i plan to be up at 5:45 a.m. to begin work, and go to the gym and tan after that, have yogurt/oatmeal for breakfast, paint my daughters' nails without getting frustrated and begin catching up on my study plan. like this tree i hope to have fresh new buds and blossoms by spring.