There is a person in here somewhere

It's never what it seems to be, life. Stuck with unknown emotions. A stare and an absent mind. No, not absent. I know it is functioning; I just don't know to what extent. It is a pressing urgency, something big and majestical. It's the next big break in evolutionary breakthroughs. Alas, this great and wonderful knowledge is trapped away. With no form of proper translation how will I ever get it out? Let alone down on "paper"? I am not alone is this brilliant and urgent tuning out. I have witnessed many powerful minds get sucked into their own vortex only to reveal: NOTHING. These answers to the unknown trapped away, there....right there. On the tip of our tongues. In the ever firing neurons and synapses. Making so much sense when you don't realize you're thinking it and completely disintegrating when you try to touch it. If only my brilliance could shine outside of my own mind. Oh the places I'd go and things I would see. The problems I'd solve and the thinks I would think.